:'(

I hv nvr felt dis b4...i dnt wanna cry bt d tears r roling dwn ma cheeks...cnt help it...its nt happning 4 d 1st time bt dis time its diffrnt...ma granma xprid sme hrs bck...she lovd me coz i ws d only girl in her house...bt she lovd ma uncle more den ma dad nd so i hatd her 4 dat...bt 2day wen i gt dis news at 6.30 am... at first i didnt realisd wat ma mom ws saying...i ws wondring y d hell did i pick up d phone...i dnt wanna face al dis...i m nt dat bold to handle it...though i hatd her bt i luvd her coz she luvd me...i m vry sad thinking abt ma dad...nd... :'( :'( :'(