:'(

I hv nvr felt dis b4...i dnt wanna cry bt d tears r roling dwn ma cheeks...cnt help it...its nt happning 4 d 1st time bt dis time its diffrnt...ma granma xprid sme hrs bck...she lovd me coz i ws d only girl in her house...bt she lovd ma uncle more den ma dad nd so i hatd her 4 dat...bt 2day wen i gt dis news at 6.30 am... at first i didnt realisd wat ma mom ws saying...i ws wondring y d hell did i pick up d phone...i dnt wanna face al dis...i m nt dat bold to handle it...though i hatd her bt i luvd her coz she luvd me...i m vry sad thinking abt ma dad...nd... :'( :'( :'(

Dis sunday!!!

Wat a sunday!!

D whole day ws so boring...nd i jst gt frustratd...gt up early at 6. Studid 4 sme time, watchd mujhse dosti karogeee nd ws gtting bord, den at 9.30 went to US PIZZA... It ws grt funn, der ws a magician who entertand us til v wer waiting nd den finaly v gt a tabl nd d manager kept cming nd asking abt thngs nd d service nd food!!!

I ws in white n ma roomie in black, it ws d system dat dey wer gvng sme beauty vouchrs to black dresd ppl, bad luck for me thot i, bt he said i dnt need one as i look perfect nd i gt sure dat he z jst flattering me nd i said it. Den he said ur hair style z beautiful! Fine kkkk nd he went off.

Aftr sme time he cme bck wid a vouchr 4 me nd said dat my smile z beautiful...

I lovd it!!!
Thx God for gvng a gud end to ma boring sunday!

Good nite...

The eternal sense of love!!!

It ws day b4 yestarday, one of ma frndz wrote his status as:
"luv z d 7th sense dat destroys al d other senses... " !!!!
Isnt it funny!
Ha i knw it z bt he 2 z smewat funny so dats expectd frm him...

Dis gv my thoughts a raise nd i realizd dat:

" love is d eternal sense dat, infact, make up nd furnishes al ur senses!

Coz it makes u smell d sweet nd seductive smell of ur lovr,

makes u hear his lovely voice,

touch his face nd relax on his shoulder,

see his adorable eyes nd gt d feeling to dive dwn in it,

feel his presence around u al d time....

Dats d astounding part of it!!!"

he says i m in luv...

Nd i say i m bt nt yet with a person, instead wid d feeling of luv. ;););)

Wait...wait...stop

Just wait...
A second
a minute
an hour
a day
a year
a decade
a century
a life...
Wait-
4 wat?
Y?
Where?
Hw much?

Wait-
4 a person... Coz u need him... in ur heart... Til eternity... Til d end.

Wait-
A teacher...coz he z gönna teach me...at arihant...said jst 10 mints n takes 30...

Wait-
4 exams...its essential 2 appear...in dis nerve recking plc...4 a week.

Wait-
Holidays...im dying 2 hv dem...at hme...jst 3days...

Wait-
To gt bck...lyf cnt stop...bck 2 office...8 hrs of bus traveling...

Stop-
Ur lyf...bck 2 ur routine...d same irritating plc...4 years on end...

Hustle - bustle of lyf...

Where m i in dis cycle of lyf n death?
Where do i stand in my own lyf?
Actualy nowhere....
Life has lost its...
Pomp
pleasure
givings n takings
lovable beginnings
beauty
innocence
love...
Actualy, lyf hz lost its soul...
Nw ders no soul left in ma lyf...