THE END!

Yeah...

It happened coz of me and I know it too.
I don't defend myself,
but I really never thought of the consequences!

Its obvious that I've failed once,
But that isn't the end.
I know it isn't the end,
But this failure is not so easy to digest.

So I worked hard not to witness it again,
And now wen its time for the fate to decide the win or lose,
Why am I afraid of the decision?
Why can't I be patient and let the appropriate time come?
Why am i being so difficult for myself?

I know that i'm not supposed to be depressed.
And I also understand that this is not the end.
But then why this fear of the fate not letting me go, once again, seems to be The End?!?!