Written in the stars...!

I can't explain how it is,
I can only say how it feels like.

So down to earth, i'm bringing gravity down,
They say that money is the root, the evilest crown.

People work so hard to get all their salary taxed,
Where the hell is all the sanity at?

Everyone's a kid that none cares about,
So you gotta scream till they hear it out.

I knew that maybe someday I'd understand,
Trynna change a tenner to a hundred grand.

I can't pretend the airplanes in the night sky to be shooting stars,
Because I've things to fight, the missions and the wars.

Written in the stars a million miles away is a message,
Seasons come and go but now i'll never change!

DENUDED

I had got away, that was my victory.

The real quarrel had began to burgeon in me then-
I thought of how it wrapped me and those around me,
All stooped by a Fear of religion,
Fear of phantoms, Fear of ridicule,
Fear of hunger, Fear of Annihilation,
Fear of their own deeply ingrained aggression.

That can only strike a blow at each other,
Not having the innate authority to strike at those who are higher.

Pity arose-
For land too often denuded,
For people reluctant to admit.

That is why I leave.
Because I beg to differ.
Because I dread a psychological choke.

The person you are is anathema to the person you would like to be!

THE PROPOSAL

The cordial hues paint fine my soul,
At else the breeze can say?
I stand alone in the boulevard;
Besides the cryptic emotion bay.

Will u come with me?
I ask u one more time,
I’ll wait till u answer
And hope for a positive sign.

Sometimes I wish you were close
I wanted to chant this before,
I don’t know what stopped me
Believe me, U dwell in my deep core.

The Streams of Hearts shall
Sally down the simulated course,
Our bonds will be fastened
If u please, with love endorse.

Ambience of Romance rules,
U gave your warm hand;
As our souls sparkle and blend,
Feelings of anxiety bury in deep sands!

THE END!

Yeah...

It happened coz of me and I know it too.
I don't defend myself,
but I really never thought of the consequences!

Its obvious that I've failed once,
But that isn't the end.
I know it isn't the end,
But this failure is not so easy to digest.

So I worked hard not to witness it again,
And now wen its time for the fate to decide the win or lose,
Why am I afraid of the decision?
Why can't I be patient and let the appropriate time come?
Why am i being so difficult for myself?

I know that i'm not supposed to be depressed.
And I also understand that this is not the end.
But then why this fear of the fate not letting me go, once again, seems to be The End?!?!

!Emo-N-Me!

Feelings.
Emo.
Relationships.
Attachment.
Fondness.
Addiction.

And after all,
Loneliness and Sadness.

Thats wats this red part in the body feels at this point, right now right away.

But its something that's feels coz it should be.

Like I said, contrarywise, if it had to be so, it would be; And if it were to be so, it'll be. But as it isn't, it ain't!

The place where i don't belong.
The heart thats not me!

This really hurts! ;-(