An Independence Pending.

The burning ball of light had just set the day in motion;
When she opened her eyes.

It was just another day for her;
Except for the fact that, it brought with it a new excitement for her-
To dance to the tune of winds,
To sing to the flow if water,
To play with the cool breeze,
To fall in love with Cinderella's Prince...

She knew that the world out there will never acknowledge these hopes;
She knew its Bull Shit.

And she got up from her fantasy dream,
With a mind rushing through the day's work schedule -
To finish her assignments to submit,
To take her Mother to the doctor,
To help her Father with his Accounts,
To bake the cake for her best friend's birthday,
And ... The most frightening work of all "getting herself safely back home!"

She stared at her reflection in the mirror.
She questions herself-
'when you know the wild animal out there is waiting to hunt you down, how can you wake up with this smile on your face everyday?'
She replies-
'I know that the wild is waiting out there for me,
I know he will not rest till he detaches this happy soul from this body,
I know that I might not return back myself,
I know that I might not return at all,
But, I also know -
That the Tame-ones are also out there,
That I am on my own in the world of dangers which I am going to fight;
Because I am the Tigress, the Laxmibai, my Own-Protector;
And above all The Women!'

And she scoots through the day,
With the biggest smile showing her belief that today nothing would go wrong and If it does, She knows She will sail through it...

Because she knows that -
"The only thing you need to change is the belief that nothing will."

Because -
IT'S AN INDEPENDENCE YET PENDING TO ACHIEVE!!!

Chapters of LOVEEE.

I knew exactly what love looks like, in 5th grade. If love was to wander into my Home-room, I would recognize him.

Love, ...would be charming;
Love, ...would pretend stupid to make me smile;
Love, ...would walk with me from school to my way home and not complain;
Love, ...would sit beside me in every class;
Love, ...would eat from my tiffin and use my pencil;
Love, ...would share all his game and sweets with me.

But, I never found Love.
I knew he was out there somewhere, searching for me.
I looked every classroom, every hallway, but Love never showed up.
May be I was searching at the wrong Time and Zone, I consoled myself...

Then I grew older and one day suddenly, I found him... I found Love.

Love had changed...
Love would move around topless;
Love had long hair and he wore a ... a hemp necklace;
Love, ...would try to act smart and looked handsome;
Love, ...was popular amongst the crowd;
Love, ...knew all my favourite songs and he would take me to cool hangouts;
Love, ...would spend every evening with me and everytime it would be better than the yesterday;
Love, ...would call me everyday and talks for hours on and on...
I would lie to my parents to go with him for movies...

But, Love left... He left me for her.
Love almost vanished like smoke.
I had so many dreams, so many places to go, so many drinks to try...
But it didn't matter.
Love never came back.
He stayed away for years.

Then, One scary night, When I was least expecting it,
Love entered again into my life...
Just like beautiful woods suddenly come when you road-travel,
And you can't help but stop by and embrace the beauty of it.

Love was different now...
Love, ...had grown older, more mature, and understanding;
Love, ...no more took me for granted;
Love, would tease me all the time only to hug me at the end of the day and kiss me like its our last kiss ever;
Love, ...would fight with other boys to protect me;
Love, ...respected my differences and my aspirations;
Love, ...would just smile and all my doubts would fade.

Also,
Love, ...fought with me when he felt neglected;
Love, ...expected me to always be there for him and not counter-respond-sameway-sometimes;
Love, ...was selfish;
Love, ...sometimes hated me...
And seems Love, cursed and would swear too!!!

It might so happen that some years down the line,
After the separation, you come by him,
And you realize Love hasn't changed much,
And neither have your feelings for him...

Its totally different
But somehow Love tries hard to get back.
I feel that I don't know Love anymore,
That I don't have space for love in my life anymore,
That I don't want love.

Love makes me realize, he needs me.
Love is alone, so am I;
Love no longer hates me, In fact, Love cares for me;
Love would make me bed-tea and cookies every Sunday;
Love would hold my hand while crossing the roads;
Love would sleep with his arms hugging me tight so that I can't leave and go;
Love would kiss my forehead everytime I cry to lemme know that he will make it alright;
Love would say "I Love You" and smile, a mesmerizing smile;
Love would say "You are beautiful" over and over again, -
When I least expect him,
When I know I am dressed up the ugliest,
When I hate him,
When I am down,
When I don't wanna hear it,
Over and over again;
Even thought I know he is lying.

But sometimes love would forget to hold me tight when I really need him,
Forget to hug me to sleep when I feel lonely,
Forget to say I love you when I am down.

So what?
Love is not what you want.
Love is not carved out of your expectations or predictions or feelings;
Love is imperfect and Love is an Ungrown Child;
Love is pure and Love is serene;
Love is just there ... the way its supposed to be.

May be Love won't leave;
May be Love won't stay.
May be Love shouldn't Stay!!!

Love is like Seasons.
It arrives exactly when the time comes
And it leaves when the time ripes.

Welcome it when it arrives.
Open your arms wide when it knocks at your door and cherish it.
Switch on the lights,
Play the music and dance to the tunes of Love.

And when the time is ripe,
Dim the lights,
Switch off the music,
Put on your glasses,
Hide your tears,
Acknowledge the silence and say to Love -
"It was nice Knowing you. Thanks for stopping by..."

ATTRAVERSIAMO

Another year has passed me by... When I look back to this day a year back, all my memories come back to life. It was the best New year's Eve ever with all my best buddies. I will never forget that night...

This year has given and taken alot from me. It has given the best people I could endure and taken away the rarest ones from my life. But I am not complaining... Coz the Book of Life has uncountable chapters and each chapter brings something new to cherish. But I am not complaining...

Because, 2012 has given me much more than it took away. It gave me the rarest and most important people that are going to stay till the end of my life and would never leave my story...

It was not a Pretty-Perfect year; It definitely was a year of mistakes. And I made loads of mistakes I do regret... But what's life without mistakes?!?!! I have learnt and evolved better. I have changed from a psychotic, hypnotic, sick, carefree, idiot to a better person, I feel... ;)

And as Oprah Winfrey would say-
“Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right.”

With a new dawn, a new awakening, a new relationship, a new love, a new feeling, a new light, a new darkness, a new confidence, a new opportunity, a new determination to make things right, and A New ME & HIM; all I wanna say is "ATTRAVERSIAMO".

P.S.: Happy New Year fellas... God bless you... :-)

BARF!

"A smile is a curve that sets everything in motion!"

A fact that seems to have been forgotten since long. Thanks to Anurag kashyap for reminding most of us that A Smile still works, through his movie BARFI!

Romance is never easy. Neither is bringing it to the big screen, though Anurag Basu is a fine man for the job.

The story moves back and forth from 1978, 1972 and 2012 in an easy-to-follow fashion and the film’s songs
are simply soulful. Cinematographer Ravi Varman captures the picturesque North Bengal in a splendid way. Each frame seems like a beautiful painting.

The film, told mostly without dialogue, with Kapoor in a Chaplin-inspired performance and a pinch of Rajkapoor from Mera naam joker; Telugu actress Ileana D’Cruz adding elegant solemnity as an upper-class woman; and Priyanka Chopra, sans makeup, as an autistic girl with her wild love for a magical nature of small things is a spectacular bend of Rom-com with an enlightening lesson of love and happiness in small things.

A deaf and dumb center character R.K., an equally mentally under-grown girl sharing the centre P.C. and a beautiful sophistication exemplified by Illeana D'Cruz - might seem like an emotional-tear-droping-n-heart-pouring movie. But, Barfi! admirably refuses to yank the sympathy cord.

There is an explanation for every tiniest moment and movement. And behind every such explanation, their is LOVE that surpasses all the logic that ever existed in this Universe of Odd-n-Small-Things = BARFI!

The Dirty Picture

You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.

- Friedrich Nietzsche.

Quoting this starts THE DIRTY PICTURE. This movie has brought the Adult-standards to A New LOW!!! As the unofficial biopic of a famously erotic personality from showbiz 'SILK', it has to acknowledge the vastly sexual nature of its subject. Director Milan Luthria picks one of the most exciting, exquisite and exceptional actresses from the present to portray one of the most raunchy, rebellious, raciest sex symbols of the past. There's remarkable relish and abandon in the manner Vidya Balan essays Silk, inspired by Southern siren Silk Smitha and her part-flamboyant, part-distressing journey from struggler to star to shadow.

The Dirty Picture, set in the garish, (mostly) absurd 1980s, neither cringes at her choices nor condemns her audacity. On the contrary, it celebrates cleavage-dominated, over-the-top flamboyance and treats Silk like an unsung star of the aforesaid era, who happened before her time but struggled to gain respectability for flaunting her sensuality and promiscuity in a way that didn't conform to social perception. The supposedly decent and respectable society is the one that makes a Silk out of Reshma and sex-symbol out of Silk.

In spite of the most ridiculous get-ups, Shah is most effective in conveying the smug, randy tone of his narcissistic old-timer. Nasseruddin Pull it off instead of Tushar Kapoor and Emraan Hashmi... [Wel, the Kissing boy kisses here tooo..... ] And the music, for other than the 'ooola la la', the Nakka-mukka sound track steals it most times!!!!

Whether she's cracking crude innuendos or bursting out of her tightly-fitted clothing to expose all those meticulously added calories, the actress, literally, puts her soul and body to embody Silk. In a world, where a majority of women obsess over a flat stomach above anything else, Vidya flaunts a protruding belly as though it didn't exist. Such commitment would impress anybody -- you, me. Tom Hanks!

One appreciates Luthria's effort to authenticate the period by bringing in retro outfits, kitschy sets, vintage cameras, Maruti 800s and Premiere Padminis, minute slip-ups go unnoticed.

In terms of creativity, it's a middling effort. But where bravado is concerned, The Dirty Picture kicks ass by virtue of three very strong reasons: Vidya Balan. Vidya Balan. Vidya Balan.

The Adventures of Tin Tin - The Secret of the Unicorns

The comic book creation of the Belgian artist Herge, Tintin has captivated the imagination of generations of readers since his first appearance way back in 1929.

A Race against Evil. A World Beyond Imagination. An Adventure beyond belief. Take a bow Steven Spielberg. ‘Tintin: The Secret of the Unicorn’ is one of the best 3D film for this year. If there could have been anyone who could have given the boy audiences' eyes on screen, it could only have been Steven Spielberg! From the mind boggling graphics to some uber special effects, almost everything in the movie is perfect.

The film is engaging from title credits itself and keeps the viewer engaged all throughout with interesting twist and turns. The chase,the desert and the final showdown are THE best I have seen in an animation movie...Splendid! The cutting-edge computer animation seamlessly blends the voices, expressions and movements of the actors. Action set pieces, including a roller-coaster chase on the streets of a Moroccan port town, alternate with scenes of banal slapstick.

The Adventures of Tintin…, happily, reconfirms Steven Spielberg's status as King of the Blockbusters. Watch it if you are a Tintin fan, you won’t be disappointed. And if you are new to the world of Herge and his wonder boy, then you have just stumbled upon gold.

Breaking Dawn - I

Is ‘Breaking Dawn - I′ an enjoyable experience for Twi-hards and non-fans, alike? Or does this first half of the ‘Twilight Saga’ finale offer too little to be a standalone film?

Unfortunately, judging by the events unfolding in Breaking Dawn: Part 1, the answer is no. At least half of the film is dominated by one melodramatic scene after another – in place of either interesting character interactions or exciting action... Simply put, underwhelming. I was expecting it to be alot more GRAND!!! But, it couldn't justify the book!

Breaking Dawn: Part 1 isn't quite as accessible to casual moviegoers, as it does depend on the viewer having followed the plot thus far. But in Bill Condon, it also has a director who puts a very distinct spin on things, walking the fine line of playing the romance absolutely straight while taking the supernatural stuff as seriously as it deserves (which is to say, not at all). Condon, however, goes crazy.

It all goes wrong just when it should go right.

Dedicated to Women

For the virtues of the kind,

For the faults of the blind,

For the Tempest of the shrewd,

For the Princes of Emotions and Perfection,

For the Language of love,

For the eyes that are ocean deep,

For the heart that is unmatchable,

For the Juliet of the Romeo,

For the voice that pacifies,

For the sighs that makes your heart beat,

For everyone's Sexy lady on the floor,

For the wonders of the world,

For the all the mothers of the children,

For the womb that rocks everyone's world,


And


For the LOVE OF GOD'S UNIVERSE!


To all the lovely Femals that God ever carved out of his own hands to save the human kind...

HAPPY WOMEN'S DAY!!!

♥ ♥ ♥

STEP UP!!!

Someone once said that-"To Travelle is better than To Ride."



I used to think that their is only one path to take to get to be where you want to be in life.

But when you choose that one path, it doesnt mean that you have to ban all the other ones!



And I realized that this is what hapens all along the way...

And it counts - The stumbles, the falls, the friendship...



Its a journey, Not a Destination!



You just gotta trust yourself that the future will work out itself like its supposed to...



I know I'm sounding wierd, But I'm ready to jump..., to take a STEP UP!







(Courtesy: Step Up)

GRADUATION!!!

When I was 5, they asked me what i wanted to be when i grew up; I answered Astronaut or Scientist.

When I was 10, they asked again; The answer was Rock star, Choreographer,or the President.

But now that I have grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how about this?-"Who the hell knows?"

Coz, this isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, this is the time to make mistakes.... Take the wrong training, get stuck somewhere, fall in love....a lot...!

Majoring philosophy because their is noway to make a career out of that... Change your mind and change it again because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as u can... That way someday when they ask what we wannabe, We wont have to guess...WE'LL KNOW!!!

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(Courtesy: Eclipse)

Written in the stars...!

I can't explain how it is,
I can only say how it feels like.

So down to earth, i'm bringing gravity down,
They say that money is the root, the evilest crown.

People work so hard to get all their salary taxed,
Where the hell is all the sanity at?

Everyone's a kid that none cares about,
So you gotta scream till they hear it out.

I knew that maybe someday I'd understand,
Trynna change a tenner to a hundred grand.

I can't pretend the airplanes in the night sky to be shooting stars,
Because I've things to fight, the missions and the wars.

Written in the stars a million miles away is a message,
Seasons come and go but now i'll never change!

DENUDED

I had got away, that was my victory.

The real quarrel had began to burgeon in me then-
I thought of how it wrapped me and those around me,
All stooped by a Fear of religion,
Fear of phantoms, Fear of ridicule,
Fear of hunger, Fear of Annihilation,
Fear of their own deeply ingrained aggression.

That can only strike a blow at each other,
Not having the innate authority to strike at those who are higher.

Pity arose-
For land too often denuded,
For people reluctant to admit.

That is why I leave.
Because I beg to differ.
Because I dread a psychological choke.

The person you are is anathema to the person you would like to be!

THE PROPOSAL

The cordial hues paint fine my soul,
At else the breeze can say?
I stand alone in the boulevard;
Besides the cryptic emotion bay.

Will u come with me?
I ask u one more time,
I’ll wait till u answer
And hope for a positive sign.

Sometimes I wish you were close
I wanted to chant this before,
I don’t know what stopped me
Believe me, U dwell in my deep core.

The Streams of Hearts shall
Sally down the simulated course,
Our bonds will be fastened
If u please, with love endorse.

Ambience of Romance rules,
U gave your warm hand;
As our souls sparkle and blend,
Feelings of anxiety bury in deep sands!

THE END!

Yeah...

It happened coz of me and I know it too.
I don't defend myself,
but I really never thought of the consequences!

Its obvious that I've failed once,
But that isn't the end.
I know it isn't the end,
But this failure is not so easy to digest.

So I worked hard not to witness it again,
And now wen its time for the fate to decide the win or lose,
Why am I afraid of the decision?
Why can't I be patient and let the appropriate time come?
Why am i being so difficult for myself?

I know that i'm not supposed to be depressed.
And I also understand that this is not the end.
But then why this fear of the fate not letting me go, once again, seems to be The End?!?!

!Emo-N-Me!

Feelings.
Emo.
Relationships.
Attachment.
Fondness.
Addiction.

And after all,
Loneliness and Sadness.

Thats wats this red part in the body feels at this point, right now right away.

But its something that's feels coz it should be.

Like I said, contrarywise, if it had to be so, it would be; And if it were to be so, it'll be. But as it isn't, it ain't!

The place where i don't belong.
The heart thats not me!

This really hurts! ;-(

You....

Your quietness is not bearable. Your talks cherish my life.

Your silence kills me. Your noise feels like mine.

Your fights with me are welcomed. Your love for me is for a lifetime.

Don't resent me. Keep me in your memories.

Coz you define my life!

The Tussell

Ppl say you don't understand. But i just don't find logic in their talks sometimes, maybe coz i'm the uneducated one.
They say, life is not so easy. So wats so hard about life? Its just a path which you have to travell... The untrodden one!
They say, you have to live by the rules. But are we born and do we die by the rules?
They say, you are a girl, compromise is your fate! Wrong! I'm a girl and i'm born to rule!
They say you are yet a novice. I ask Weren't you a novice too?
They say i talk the unthinkable. How do you differentiate between the thinkable and the unthinkable?
They say i've the wrong attitude of looking at life. I don't understand wats attitude. And i look at life the way it shows me.
They say, the society won't agree with you. Do i need the society's agreement to do wat i'm doing.

Do hell with the ppl, do hell with the society.
My heart says i'm right and i know i'm right.

"Two roads diverged into the woods and i choose the path less travelled by."

Is Education for BREAD and BUTTER alone?

A girl in Delhi weighed down with PhD's collapsed from strain. The Doc said: 'Its plain, you are killing yourself with degrees.'

Educationist will tell you, A good education is needed. So you end up getting the Masters degree. By this time, things change so much that the country resembles the LPG cylinder- Liberalisation, Privatisation and Globalisation. So you go ahead and finish up with the Doctrate. You finally apply for the job with confidence. After a long wait, you get the reply- 'You are too old for this job. We are looking for younger blood.'
Education is a hoax by which wat is in the teacher's books gets into the student's books without passing the heads of either. We become educated and impart education with one purpose. For the one getting it, the purpose is to earn in plenty for a luxurious and comfortable life and for the one giving it is also the same. Thats why its said: " They know enough, who know how to earn."
the process of education beings with birth and continues through life. All that we experience serves as a form of education. The goal of education is the development of individual's capacity to be happy, successful and productive members of the society.
But the concept of today's education revolves around only one object of earning bread and butter. We actually don't understand that:
'Money will buy you bed but not sleep, books but not brains, food but no appetite, medicine but no health, luxury but no culture, sex but not love.'
It is for this reason that despite having all the competitive man and brain power, India still remains a developing country! Its the result of our greed that we have inculcated the evils of corruption, bribery, poverty, unemployment and the list never ends.
The world's future is in our hands and it depends on us how to lead the future so that the world may become a happy and better place to reside.

GRADES MEAN NOTHING IN THE REAL WORLD,
UNLESS OFCOURSE YOU ARE TALKING EGGS.
SO PLEASE REALISE THE TRAITS THAT COUNT,
CREATIVITY, STYLE, MOTIVATION AND THOUGHT.

Just don't forget- "An education that confines itself to impart knowledge is no education."

The diary of AN UNBORN BABAY!

1st May: Today my mum and dad showed how much they love each other. They slept together and my life began!

15th May: My blood circulatioon system is begining now.

19th May: My mouth began to develop.

21st May: My heart has begun to beat.

22nd May: For some reason, my mum is worried coz I'm inside!

28th May: My hands and feet have started growing.

8th June: Little fingers are popping out from the ends of ma hands.

15th June: My mum felt that I'm moving inside. I'm so happy.

20th June: Now I know that I m going to be a gal.

24th June: Organs inside me have started growing.

6th July: My hair has started to grow. I hope it grows straight!

8th July: My eyes are ready for use. But both still shut.

19th July: My heart is really beating now. M really growing.I can't wait to see the outside world. I'm wondering their might be some guy God sent, made for me...

20th May: Oops, Today my mum killed me. I'm no more alive, thrown in the dustbin.
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U R LUCKY IT DIDN'T HAPPEN TO YOU. AREN'T U?

Missing YOU Badly

Im missing you badly

but whatelse can i do

if i thought of you suddenly

and remember how you fix my

heart from breaking in two..


Im getting used to it

but the fact is

it’s hard to adjust with it

so, i just thought that at ease.


I know your’e always there

and always by my side

but how will i know if your’e not here?

and if you’re not on the other side?


I m afraid to loose you

because in you i found a place

a place where i can do

all the stuff that a friend

like you could only see


so, if your’e leaving me to

pls take my emo with you

cause i dont wanna feel my heart

to be torn in two

when it’s just all because of you.....